Naughty First

I'm the type of guy that doesn't like dating. Swingers are my style of dating. Because with swingers you don't need to be all over your relationship. It's just a one time thing and that's it. Over and done with. But lately I've been noticing myself getting more lonely everyday. There's a limit of fun with swingers, but I'm craving a steady relationship now. Someone I could lean to for help if I ever needed it. Someone I could vent my problems to. Someone who would make love to me and really mean it. Sure swingers were fun for the moment but there's nothing remember-able about them. Their just for present fun but now their in the past, since I met " her ".

I first saw her in the cold winter night. She was sitting on a bench by herself, waiting for the bus. Her face was similar to an angel's face. So innocent and pure. It gave me shivers right down the spine. I wanted to embrace her before the cold winds made her shoulders flinch. Sadly, I could not since I didn't even know her but my intuitions told me that it was love at first sight. She didn't look like she was with any partner and so I made my move.I asked her if she was alone. She gave me this heavenly smile and replied back with a simple " yes ". I asked her if she was cold and if I could lend her my Jacket. She looked right into my eyes to see if I was dangerous or if I was going to do something. She smiled again and said " Okay ". I quickly gave her my jacket, waiting for the bus to come. She began talking about her first date. She said that her first date failed because her parents had to come along. We both laughed and started talking about the scenery. I adore a girl who likes to speak her mind, even if it's just about the weather or scenery. I couldn't help but stare at her. She was all I ever wanted.It was getting late and I noticed that the buses might have broken down since there's been some heavy snow lately. I offered to walked her home but she declined. Everything started to get quiet so I grabbed her hand and started humming a quiet RNB tune. She leaned on my shoulder then fell asleep. All throughout the evening, till morning, I hummed that lullaby, until she woke up.