Naughty First

I knew I was a lesbian since middle school. i knew that i found women more attractive then men but I never chose to tell anyone about it because it never seemed like the kind of thing my family would really embrace very well. my family was very conservative. Their daughter dating women would have never been tolerated. While all the other teens would spend their nights dating and having fun i would be at home watching American idol just praying I would be out of this small town soon.

I have always thought of Ellen DeGeneres as my idol, she came out and never let it bother her what people seemed to say or think. And the fact that she came out on television as well was just astounding. I always wished I could be as brave as my idol. But i knew it would not be easy. I wanted my family to embrace me, to embrace my future partner.

Once I graduated high school i wasted no time I gathered up all my things and left that town. I had money for an apartment in the city and I already had a few job interviews lined up. I got an apartment that had a stunning view of the city. I was ready to ditch my conservative look and try to be one of the most stunning people most others have ever met.

I got a job working in a library on my college campus. I saw tons of people everyday and even made a few really great friends. i felt at home. Most of my friends were lesbians like me, i wanted to make no secret of my sexual orientation and I was ready to shout it from the roof tops. I even started dating. By the end of the semester i was in a relationship.

My girlfriends name was Jenny and she was stunning, I felt like i was the luckiest person in the world. She was so smart and fragile looking I treated her so gingerly. She says she wants to meet my parents but I am not so sure if they would be willing to meet her.